Anxiety.

[BUTTERFLY-7]

BUT I'M NOT HERE 2 COMPLAINT I DID ENOUGH OF THAT IN THE BEGGINING OF MY JOURNEY 2 RECOVERY,I'M JUST HERE 2 SHARE ABOUT MY ANXIETY YEAH IT VISIT ME 2 DAY THERE ARE DAY'S THAT U WONT' EVEVN THINK I SUFFER FROM ANYTHING BUT THIS ARE THE SYMPTOM'S OF BIPOLAR EVERYTHING BOTHERS ME I DON'T EVEN WANT 2 B IN MY OWN SKIN AT TIME'S IT'S FUNNY I TRY 2 LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE, IT FEEL'S LIKE WRETLELING WITH THE WWF OR A HALL BUNCH OF LITTLE WRESTLELING MIGIT'S THAT ARE 2 FAST 4'R U AND 2 LITTLE 2 ETHER SEE OR CATCH, HA!HAHA ANXIETY IT SUCK'S.

[historyteach]

I can agree with you.
Anxiety does stink!!!

I'm sorry you are hurting.

Shalom!

[BUTTERFLY-7]

I'm Freaking out man, it my sound dumb, but I'm Bogging out
It's my Husband he wants to go to the movies him, my son
and I, but thats just the problem I'm freaking out, I'm even paranoid,
I know what it is is because since I came to recovery I have
gone on with out been treated my Disease of (Bipolar),and now
that he just call his getting out of work and he really is serious
he had planed it two weeks ago,but I convince him to prose pone it
and he did last weekend, but he just call and said are we still on for tonight Man.

I hate this it's not fair for them just because I have paranoid,&
anxiety and maniac symptoms for them to stop enjoying life
I want to cry so Bad I don't know why when it has to do with
going out side I freak out Why?what wrong with me I use to be
a going out person I use to be the first one out the door I 'm so freaking mad

I know it has to do with the area where we are going I live in the
East side of the Bronx next to the Bronx Zoo it's a better quit home owner area no scandal no violence God

the Bronx is not and easy borough I'm in the quiet side area
but the other side it's wild meaning to much violence,and any
body stars with me or my family I will spasms out I have violent and anger issues I'm not scare of the people or situation
I'm afraid of me I'm my own worths enemy God Help me

[BUTTERFLY-7]

Please anybody I need some feed Back I have at 1:00 and
Apt. to see the psychiatry I'm rising with Anxiety I don't trust shrinks
last encounter wasn't Good he twisted everything I told him
around I guess I'm traumatize Please Help me

[nandm]

Sorry Butterfly. I have classes all day on Wednesday's so I do not have the ability to access the web. Wish I could have helped you though. I hope you are doing much better now. I also responded to your post in BP town.