dwtbd

Hug, no hug, maybe just an exaggerated head bob with the obligatory 'S'up', just glad to see purple letters.

sleepie

Or something...

Cow

Thank you guys for LISTENING.

It feel like, you willing to meet me where I at. Is not pretty place, even though it sober place, so I does appreciate it. Right now, for me, it like, you not has to be my friend, is tough, heavy gig to be my friend, but if you wish to be my friend, you gonna has to meet me where I at, because is no where we can go, if you can no accept where I am.

I also tell my therapist this, and I could see in this moment she have a breakthrough ... ...I did no charge her for the session.

trachemys

Right there, where you are, I still love you.

puffy

Oh ya, boo hiss Cow! You suck! Now, can I still be your friend? Either way, you aren't get rid of me.

aussieblue

I have been wondering how you were . Glad you stopped in.

Cow

Moo Boo.

Can no believe it Halloween, where has year gone. Oh yeah, I drank it. Maybe by next year I not be zombie ghost shell of a cow. If I may take page from Mulder... I want to believe.

Could use some hugs tonight, though. Believing is HARD.

EndGameNYC

You can run, but you can't hide.

I wouldn't dare try to cheer you up, but people care about you.

Bethany57

Hugs to you Cow....I agree believing is hard sometimes.

Impurrfect

I think we are many, many miles away from each other. So, I will send a hug from Georgia and hope that by the time it reaches you, it will be a little nudge that says "I care" because I do.

Cow

Thanks. I really do want to be cheer up, you know, is just rabid squirrels in my noggin do not compute such a thing. But I really trying to find way to make peace with the squirrels. It not gonna be through gratitude list, cuz squirrels can no read. I focusing on health practices. But wisdoms are good too.

Right now I clinging to this one from my dear friend, Robot:

Eventually, sober life will become greater than sum of sober practices.

trachemys

Cow, I'm really glad to see you this day of all days. Really. I'm glad to see you succeeding.

Cow

Turtle, I know you has a lot on you shell. You carry it with stoic elegance as usual.

I must be honest, I had relapse since I first post back. It was brief, I was out my mind with mania, it took lot not to go total despondent. My therapist say, well, you make it 3 week, then you make it 6 week, I still see progress. Damn, that bitch is positive. But I gonna go with it.

SoberLeigh

((((((((Cow))))))); so glad that you are back.

trachemys

Thank you, Love.

walkbeformakrun

You keep a go Cow!





Or I will kick. You in the Ass. No kidding.

silentrun

Just checking in on you Cow. Hugs woman.

Delizadee

Hi Cow. You're missed.
So.... fist bump. Don't stray too far. Agree progress!! Anyway, I think I have some distant relations of your head dwellers living in mine. Yours are always welcome to come visit if ya need to kick em out so you can have a break.
Haha I so lame.
Lame sauce.
Take care Cow.

StormiNormi

Funny cow,
How you make me laugh.
IDK, usually I am all stiff & stoic, but everytime i see a cow post, I get all happy inside.
How do you do this?
You make the world a better place to be.
I think I want to 'be' cow when I grow up

Hawkeye13

Just saw this post today Cow--
funny because I dreamed about you last night.

I send you lots of s
pretty often, but sending an extra one now.

Missed you very much