Choice Of Alcohol Beverage?
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I was always a whiskey drinker but as my disease progressed and I started needing a drink every couple hours I switched to cheap vodka as I believed you couldn't smell it. To be honest I can barely even stand the slightest thought of it now as I literally get nauseated.
As I progressed further into Hell I became less picky and started drinking wine and then beer. I wasn't drinking for taste but rather to stave off withdrawals. It was a horrible time in my life and the thought (and smell) of any of it now just sickens me.
As I progressed further into Hell I became less picky and started drinking wine and then beer. I wasn't drinking for taste but rather to stave off withdrawals. It was a horrible time in my life and the thought (and smell) of any of it now just sickens me.
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Good Beer was my choice--almost fifty thousand of them by my count. We couldn't handle having a keg at the shop so we went through mountains of bottles. I don't miss that at all. It was yet another unexpected gift of sobriety.
I drank anything, though mainly wine. I did a lot of experimenting, like it says in the Big Book. All that told me was I was that I was an alcoholic, and there is no safe amount or type of alcohol I can drink.
Anything and everything. I was an equal opportunity drinker.
Now I find myself obsessing over things like tea and good coffee. You know your caffeine habit is getting out of control when you start drinking espresso regularly.
Now I find myself obsessing over things like tea and good coffee. You know your caffeine habit is getting out of control when you start drinking espresso regularly.
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Kellye. I also can't handle the smell anymore...interesting huh? If I'm T a party where people are drinking I always try and keep a few feet from them and breathe through my mouth.
I drank wine, about 2 liters a day with a pack of smokes, but if that wasn't handy I didn't discriminate.
I have heard anecdotes hat seem to imply that switching to vodka is a bad sign.
I drank wine, about 2 liters a day with a pack of smokes, but if that wasn't handy I didn't discriminate.
I have heard anecdotes hat seem to imply that switching to vodka is a bad sign.
I would drink anything but had more control with beer so that's what I drank in the end. I knew exactly how many I could drink and at what time I needed to stop in order to be sober by the time I woke up for work. 6 tall boys and a four loko. Or just 9 tall boys. No limit for the weekends tho. Wow, I've never shared that with anyone. Pretty disturbing how we develop our own little alcoholic rituals. Not something I ever want to go back to because next time I know it will be worse.
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I went through a vodka phase and it was certainly the darkest time in my drinking career. I'd buy a handle of vodka and a box of each red and white wine and hope it lasted us (me and my drinking but non alcoholic spouse) a week.
I would get so excited at having all 3 because it meant I could 'freely' drink for a couple of days without the amounts being noticed. A little of each box... a little vodka... etc.
I would get so excited at having all 3 because it meant I could 'freely' drink for a couple of days without the amounts being noticed. A little of each box... a little vodka... etc.
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JF1 - I adore you, please don't take this the wrong way!
I don't think these threads are great... I don't see the good in thinking back to the "good ol' days", no matter how far ago they were for some... there are plenty in this forum who are struggling today and this sort of thread validates their drinking. I know it was not the *intention* of the thread, but we all know - when you're an active alcoholic ANYTHING is a trigger, and ANYTHING can be encouragement to drink...
I'm drinking Soda and water tonight.
Not mixed together though XD
I don't think these threads are great... I don't see the good in thinking back to the "good ol' days", no matter how far ago they were for some... there are plenty in this forum who are struggling today and this sort of thread validates their drinking. I know it was not the *intention* of the thread, but we all know - when you're an active alcoholic ANYTHING is a trigger, and ANYTHING can be encouragement to drink...
I'm drinking Soda and water tonight.
Not mixed together though XD
Beer usually **** beer but I was a big fan of belgium beers, which almost never turned out well because I would drink them like the others and end up stumbling incoherent drunk before I knew what was happening enough to get my dumb but home. I never fully made the switch to liquors but I think that is only because I could never stomach them. even mixed drinks make me naususe and I would eventually throw up which kept me from getting drunk so I stuck to beer, just alot of it. I dito one of the above threads with the bottles and cans stacking up. I had a designated beer fridge and at one point had a kegerator at home, because I got tired of picking up an 18 pack every day and I thought of it as a good investment because keg beer is cheaper. Yeah that was not the smartest move ever.
I have accepted my powerlessness of over alcohol, people, places, things and circumstances.
In this regard I can rest assured that there is nothing I can do or say that will make a person drink or not drink.
Therefore, these types of threads are quite irrelevant to the sobriety of others or myself. For me to say otherwise is to claim some power over alcohol.
I've often marveled at the concept that we should coddle the new guy and try not to upset him; people he's already upset, carry on.
In this regard I can rest assured that there is nothing I can do or say that will make a person drink or not drink.
Therefore, these types of threads are quite irrelevant to the sobriety of others or myself. For me to say otherwise is to claim some power over alcohol.
I've often marveled at the concept that we should coddle the new guy and try not to upset him; people he's already upset, carry on.
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