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|01-14-2008, 12:18 AM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: waterloo, iowa
Is Vodka the lowest circle of Hell?
I'm in recovery, sometimes I slip. I went from a beer drinker to a heavy beer drinker to a beer drinker who had to slam some. Then came the brandy. Now it's vodka or bust. Beer makes me too full to drink fast enough to get the desired effect. Now it's straight, cheap vodka, slugged down in "one misssissippi,....... six mississsippi" increments. I then drink tea for awhile and prehaps have a cough drop to soften the breath. Then repeat. Is this the last stop for alcoholics? I've had enough, it's not for pleasure anymore and I can quit, just not forever even though I know this style of drinking has to be hard on the liver. I've had a near death experience already from Dr Vodka and xanax combined. I had like a 2% blood oxygen level or something and had all these tubes and ventilators hooked up to me. I just feel hopeless at times, like I should just kill myself quickly but I love my family too much to do that.
|01-14-2008, 12:26 AM||#2 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jan 2008
I think any alcohol that is consumed that leads to the realisation that our lives are unmanageable is what I would call the lowest form of hell.
They all made me feel like I had a front row seat in hell.
Sober since January 6th, 2008
|01-14-2008, 01:23 AM||#3 (permalink)|
Life the gift of recovery!
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Home is where the heart is
When I came to the realization that I could no longer continue my drinking but I had no idea how to live without drinking I finally gave into trying AA. I will have 7 years of continuous sobriety on March 13 of this year. AA kept me from feeling like I was going insane from the obsession and craving for a drink. It also has given me the skills to live life with peace, comfort, and happiness. If you too are at the point you are ready for a change I would suggest giving your local AA hotline a call.
NOTE: All BB quotes are from the 1st Edition of the Big Book
Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign of being too strong for too long.
|01-14-2008, 02:33 AM||#4 (permalink)|
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Tampa, FL
Icewolf, vodka had me buy the throat also. You're story sounds close to mine. I started out with beer also for about 15 years, then I was turned on to vodka. I was to the point where I would only use a beer as a chaser. I too used to swig the cheap stuff. I litterally was a blackout drinker evey night.
I found the best way for me to keep of the poisen was to go into detox and follow AA. So far so good.
I know it's tough but this will kill you.
|01-14-2008, 03:13 AM||#5 (permalink)|
Belgian Sheepdog Adictee
Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: In Today
You will quit when you are ready and not one minute sooner.
I will pray it will happen before you die.
I say that because I took it too the MAX!! I started to seizure in the ER at .38 BAC as my body was craving MORE. That continued most of the day with heart stoppages. On that last stoppage, after 28 minutes the ER DR was writing the TOD on my chart when my heart started on its own.
I will pray you do not have to take it that far...............................that was a wee bit over 26 1/2 years ago now. So...................................SOBRIETY is a possibility.
Are you ready??
Ice Wolf....there is a lot of Experience, Strength and Hope (ES&H) here, and I will pray that you avail yourself of it.
Love and hugs,
God Bless You All As You Trudge The Road
Of Happy Destiny (especially when you are
trudgin thru alligators up to your butt)
Sobriety: AA June 7, 1981
Codependency: Alanon June 7, 1984
|01-14-2008, 03:34 AM||#6 (permalink)|
Not the center of the Universe
Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: Orchard Lake, Michigan
Can it get worse than where you are now? Always. Does it have to? Never. Get off the damn train. It's not going any place you want to be. You should really talk to a doctor. It may not be safe for you to just stop. Yes, it will probably be a little embarrassing, a little uncomfortable, for you to tell a doctor face to face. Do it anyway.
Yes, I am an alcoholic. But that's not all that I am...
|01-14-2008, 03:39 AM||#7 (permalink)|
Don't get undies in a bunch
Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: South Shore MA
If you are ready to do something about the drinking...yes.
If not...don't worry, things can get worse.
Death has a strange way of stopping problems of to much intake of alcohol.
I would say that is the bottom circle.
* I asked God to spare me pain.
God said "No", Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.
Recovery Related Acronym
B. E. S. T. = Been Enjoying Sobriety Today?
|01-14-2008, 03:50 AM||#8 (permalink)|
Forward we go...side by side
Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Serene In Dixie
Welcome to our Alcoholism Forum!
It matters not what toxin you drink.
The type is not on your death certificate.
You mention you are in recovery.
Time to restart your committment.
Each Day Sober Is A Victory!!
Joy In AA Recovery!
|01-14-2008, 04:08 AM||#9 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jan 2007
The more time that went by in my recovery I realized the the circle of hell for me was the vicious cycle of my alcoholism. Drink to numb the pain. Pain wouldn't go away, drink some more. As time went by in my recovery I realized that the hell were the reasons I drank in the first place. My low self-esteem, damaged pride/ego, personal relations with others, etc. My life was ran by fear and resentment. I was my own worse enemy. I lived my life by my own self reliance. The same self that chose to handle my problems by pouring drink, after drink down my throat. For me it was either I chose to do nothing and the progression of my alcoholism would progress me into oblivion, or I would have to make changes to break my vicious circle of hell. I chose the latter. Day by day I work to maintain my change so I don't return back into that vicious circle. The world won't change for you, you must change first.
|01-14-2008, 05:11 AM||#10 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: Fredericksburg, Va.
Alcohol is alcohol, it all leads to death!!!
My main gig in the end was beer or anything else I could get my hands on. Your bottom is yours and yours alone. You have many choices for a bottom, unless of course you hit one of the three BIG BOTTOMS then it is no longer your choice of BOTTOM:
1. Insane asylum
If you are willing to go to any lenght to get and stay sober then there is a solution, if there is one thing you decide you are unwilling to do to stay sober then you have not drank enough. I drank enough thank God to where I got to choose my bottom, do you want to choose your bottom or go for one of the big three?
All BB quotes are from the First Edition of the BB
Sobriety date 18 Sept. 2006
Sober today thanks to AA
|01-14-2008, 06:43 AM||#11 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Western NC
You sound so much like me I could of written that, but I used to chase the Vodka with beer. Or non alcoholic beer that my wife had bought me. It is just no life. The sober life without all that crap is so much happier. Keep reading and posting you find your answer.
It works if you work it
|01-14-2008, 07:07 AM||#12 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jan 2008
Actually alcohol brings happiness to billions of people just not too people that have an allergic reaction to it. When I drink this allergy keeps telling me to have another, then another, then another and before I know it my life is unmanageable and I no longer can differentiate the true from the false. Thank God there is a solution right?
To answer your question is Vodka the lowest circle of Hell no just the alcoholic that swims in it.
|05-02-2008, 06:13 PM||#13 (permalink)|
Join Date: May 2008
Location: pensacola florida
|05-02-2008, 06:35 PM||#14 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: LA - Lower Alabama
It is easier to practice total abstinence than perfect moderation
Any quotes from the big book of AA are from the first edition, or are otherwise exempt from copyright infringement under the "fair use doctrine".
|05-02-2008, 09:28 PM||#15 (permalink)|
Relapse is not an option!
Join Date: Apr 2008
As several have already stated, that was me. Started with beer so many years ago. Long story short, ended with Vodka. I was to the point I had to have it just to function. Detox, seizures, and still needing more. My downward spiral towards death. Then the living hell of withdrawl.
One of my tools that I use now is a simple phrase "Remember the Pain"
If I and so many others can break the chains of bondage, so can you.
May you find your peace.
God never wastes a hurt!
|05-02-2008, 10:08 PM||#16 (permalink)|
Adjusting my Sails
Join Date: Jan 2008
Blog Entries: 5
I long to accomplish a great and noble task; but my chief duty is to accomplish small tasks as if they were great and noble - Helen Keller
|05-03-2008, 07:23 AM||#18 (permalink)|
Join Date: Jun 2005
Actually, with the right mindset, you can quit forever. If you choose not to, the result of a slip could be what you wrote next; "I've had a near death experience already". You never can really tell how far a slip will go. You can stop forever if you are ready to. You may not want to, but you have to weigh out your options and decide if you have hit your bottom.
For myself and for my family, I will work each day, one hour at a time if necessary, to keep my health, and regain some semblence of happyness, confidence, self worth and everything else I have lost or am losing.
|05-03-2008, 08:40 AM||#19 (permalink)|
Join Date: May 2007
Location: Littleton, Co.
It dosn't matter what you drink.
If you are an alcoholic, and you continue to drink, the outcome will be quite grim.
And suddenly you know... it is time to try something new and trust in new beginnings.
|05-03-2008, 08:54 AM||#20 (permalink)|
Join Date: Feb 2008
I spent many a night hugging the porcelain altar after much drinking of the vodka.
Thankfully, I was presented with the idea of staying sober just for today when I finally started attending AA, and that whole concept has worked very well for me for several years now.
DeVon & the Zoo Crew
An error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it.
--Orlando A. Battista
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