WHY??? Comfort of Strangers .... <<not what you think>>

[findinganewme]

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<!-- CONTENT -->There are many types of addictions! My guess would be that one of the reasons we go to our addictions is because of low self-esteem and loneliness! I found this poem to be quite powerful! Why do we repeat our habits? Why are we seduced by alcohol/drugs? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

Comfort of Strangers
By Queenie


</TD></TR><TR><TD width=410></TD></TR><TR><TD width=410>Cast off when most in need
I find my comfort at the hands of someone else
Easy to persuade myself that this is real.
Not the inevitable one night stand.
The bolster to the ego, comfort for the psyche.
The need to feel wanted overshadows everything. Apologies, with lies to follow.
I leave regretting the behaviour.
But post-orgasmic torpor is a powerful inducement.
Inevitably, I find myself repeating the deceit.

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[Wilky]

Saint Augustine: Spiritual Quotes
He who is filled with love is filled with God himself.

This is what was missing. This is why I drank, used drugs, used people, and eventually woke up and found myself in the abyss.

Wilky