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90 days on 06/06/2017 I have been threw so much in 90 days. One I'm chronically mentally ill so many things like psychosis and mania at the same time using paranoid schizophrenia as an asset paranoid madness that I was dying and needed help !!! Two mania spending hours upon hours on third step learning all I can about God Religion and Spiritualism . Well I have been threw many other emotions and stayed sober . Medication being lowered getting off the shot I have finally stabilized. Chronic depression for a few days anxiety almost both practically gone which is amazing . Now there saying I have borderline personality disorder and I'm already diagnosed bipolar and have fibromyalgia I say all this is impossible to have. I did have three and half years before so I did make all amends but after my tenth mental hospital sober insanely drank. Didn't realize what I was doing thought I could just drink three beers then I was just gonna change my sobriety date it lasted more then five years of habitual relapsing.I Admit I had lost all hope thought I'd be struggling fighting the bottle for years white knuckling it. I was wrong day 14 sober the Miracle happened and ever since then it's been easy to stay sober. Anyways I have lost the mental obsession off too try to do the impossible cure schizophrenia my new frontier they say it's impossible but I say it isn't.
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Well Actually ninety today I was wrong adding a day for a month that only had thirty days . So three month anniversary i will get a token I really don't go to that many meetings . I have a three month token I found from four years ago so i got one already. But the cool thing is three and four months are full moons now that makes me happy.
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I'm so blessed and fortunate to be alive. Thanks for putting up with me but those with grave emotional mental disorders do recover if they have the capacity to be honest. I have lost the obsession to drink on day 14 God of my Conception yes grace but a lot of mercy from my worse enemy myself. Granted me time to look in the Mirror and see the problem.
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Originally Posted by dsmaxis10 
I'm so blessed and fortunate to be alive. Thanks for putting up with me but those with grave emotional mental disorders do recover if they have the capacity to be honest. I have lost the obsession to drink on day 14 God of my Conception yes grace but a lot of mercy from my worse enemy myself. Granted me time to look in the Mirror and see the problem.
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