Foolsgold186

Hi guys,

On day 26 and tonight is my first meeting with my sponsor to start on my steps to recovery.

I am really happy to be on this path but also terrified of what this will bring up for me. I've lived a pretty happy life but emotionally I feel a bit lost. I also have great support from family and friends, boyfriend, attend AA, still managed to keep my job but feel, well empty. I've been all over the place - angry, happy, sad, frustrated, teary but also stronger in my mind if that makes sense (I sound nuts!!)

Just looking for some advice on what to expect?

I've also noticed how much of a pleaser (yes gal) I am to other people. I dont want to be like that with my sponsor, or with anyone infact. I want to take as much from this as I can.

Thanks

L x

UncleMeat69

Following the suggestions of your sponsor is a good practice,
whether it is "people pleasing" or not is irrelevant. It will
probably save your life and enable you to recover from
alcoholism.