I have been rapid cycling within the day..not to extremes, but on the low side so that I don't have any energy and motivation and I'm beating myself up !!! I have to get out there and work..my debts are piling up, I have so0 many things I'm behind on and I know that I can't eat an elephant in one bite, but today it's just too much..
I want to just stay in !!!! I lied to 2 pple today to change appt until tomorrow and my POOR DOG....I feel so guilty !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really need to cry, but I am one of those pple who hates to reach out and loves to support others..I know better and have gone thru stages when I reach out to my mentors..but right now I'm not 'cause I havent followed their suggestions (ha ha)......
Janni