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Arura · 07-31-2006, 06:02 PM

Thank you ALL so much.Things are tough somedays...! and its pretty much always for me.

I do the execise thing, but i srupose its back to the park.. in my trainers then for me.! I used to sprint alot when i was hurting in my head.Somethings you just dont get over.You have to learn to live with them...well thats how it feels for me..{i want to be wrong}.!

I made it through the day without drinking which is good...! i tryed to keep myself busy.but every now and then i hit the floor...!..Id rather be teird than use more pills...!

(((Lilya))) hey sweetie, thank you.My children are with my mum.I gave them to her in 2001.!.as i was not able to look after them.Things have changed in my life now.So things are really tough on that one...!
Its a mixure of it all. I got offered a job doing the gardens at my drug agencie...?,,they didnt give it to me.And are now treating me Very strangely.So i have also just lost my counseler...? they have all my paper work.As i use there sloicitor.They havent even rang me, to see if im alright.I tursted them.
Things are all over the place for me at the moment..I do lists, so small goal setting is a good one when it comes to the kids.

Escape is so needed for me... i want to runaway from me and leave all the problems behind even just for abit...

I have sort of come to terms with being depressed.I try to avoid situations that are going to upset me but that can become hard...!

I could go on for ages at how much a faliure i feel that i am...but its upsetting now so i'll stop for abit...

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Just a great big Thanks to you all for answering my post,as today has been hard...x
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07-31-2006, 06:02 PM	#6 (permalink)
Arura Trying to do the right thing. Join Date: May 2006 Location: London Posts: 4,354	Thank you ALL so much.Things are tough somedays...! and its pretty much always for me. I do the execise thing, but i srupose its back to the park.. in my trainers then for me.! I used to sprint alot when i was hurting in my head.Somethings you just dont get over.You have to learn to live with them...well thats how it feels for me..{i want to be wrong}.! I made it through the day without drinking which is good...! i tryed to keep myself busy.but every now and then i hit the floor...!..Id rather be teird than use more pills...! (((Lilya))) hey sweetie, thank you.My children are with my mum.I gave them to her in 2001.!.as i was not able to look after them.Things have changed in my life now.So things are really tough on that one...! Its a mixure of it all. I got offered a job doing the gardens at my drug agencie...?,,they didnt give it to me.And are now treating me Very strangely.So i have also just lost my counseler...? they have all my paper work.As i use there sloicitor.They havent even rang me, to see if im alright.I tursted them. Things are all over the place for me at the moment..I do lists, so small goal setting is a good one when it comes to the kids. Escape is so needed for me... i want to runaway from me and leave all the problems behind even just for abit... I have sort of come to terms with being depressed.I try to avoid situations that are going to upset me but that can become hard...! I could go on for ages at how much a faliure i feel that i am...but its upsetting now so i'll stop for abit.... Just a great big Thanks to you all for answering my post,as today has been hard...x ................... ........x __________________ Weve come along way and were Changing day by day We DO Recover. We can Recover...!