Well thank you Moontime, I am not sure if I actually feel that after the chaos that I cause yesterday, but I learned a lovely lesson again, and I guess that is what this journey is "A living learning Program" So as long as I learn, and I am still teachable then I have a chance. Even with all the emotions and feeling I went through, and they were really tough today, I stayed clean! That for me today is one of the most important lessons of all to know that I don't have to use no matter what.
C@Tgrl
Love Vic