SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information - View Single Post

Bozo · 07-28-2006, 06:09 AM

I cannot believe how far I have fallen from grace. How could I be this stupid? I have been sober for over 18 years and yet in my current condition that time means nothing. I have not been to an AA meeting for over a month and I have been abusing prescription pain medicine for about 7 months.

I have been living a lie. I have lost my way. I am a poor example of someone working a recovery program and sharing my ESH.

I want to get off this merry go round, find myself and find the grace of God in my life again.

A prayer for me please, I am so sorry for this relapse.

07-28-2006, 06:09 AM	#1 (permalink)
Bozo On The Bus Join Date: May 2004 Location: Brattleboro, Vt. Posts: 473	You're Only As Sick As Your Secrets I cannot believe how far I have fallen from grace. How could I be this stupid? I have been sober for over 18 years and yet in my current condition that time means nothing. I have not been to an AA meeting for over a month and I have been abusing prescription pain medicine for about 7 months. I have been living a lie. I have lost my way. I am a poor example of someone working a recovery program and sharing my ESH. I want to get off this merry go round, find myself and find the grace of God in my life again. A prayer for me please, I am so sorry for this relapse. __________________ Signature made by my son Alex.