 I need your help!
Things are getting so hard that I am feeling desprately overwhelmed and tonight just put the icing on the cake! I will start another thread on the things that have been going on with me and my family called "My Update" a little later this evening. I wont be sleeping much tonight.
Tonight I had my rehab class. Jay, my counselor knows everything that has been going on with me and isnt very happy with my codependant behaviors. Thats gonna be in my thread of my update. I went in for a one on one session before class and he wanted a urine drop. Well it came up positive for opiates. He said it could be pain pills, heroin, poppyseeds, etc. The test is one of those kind you dip in the urine and wait for the results. OMG! I am panicing just thinking about it. I am not panicing because I did anything wrong but because I swear on everything that matters to me, I havent done anything! I had to pay him $25 to have it sent to a lab and the results will come back in a week. So now he will report this to Family Services and my Probation Officer and I am going to lose my kids, boyfriend, and maybe my freedom and have to jail time. I dont understand! He dipped the urine with two different tests and they both came up positive. The only thing I have taken is Alieve and Tylenol. No one will believe me. What I am asking now is if there is anyone here who knows why it could come up positive and will a lab test be able to show them that they are wrong? I cant take this. Can someone please help?
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