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I have always had difficulty with my sexuality. Even with many years of sobriety. The sex life I do have though is about expressing love to someone that I deeply love. My H is an active addict so it does put quite a damper on things.
Even when I was active in my addiction my sex life was very limited and I was in touch with wanting to express love when having sex. It is very difficult to work thru the issues of sex if there are any while still using. I feel that I have worked thru most of my "stuff" concerning my sexuality. To me it seems that my H has issues with sex that he is at present unable to address.
To me sex has never been amazing it has had it's moments of joy and tenderness.
I am not the type who could have a relationship that is based on sex or phyiscal attraction that is for sure...
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