| Counting the days?????
I am just wondering if it really is a good idea to COUNT the days that we are clean and sober....I personally DO NOT. To me, it sets up a way to use or drink, we count and it it ALWAYS there. I just am wanting some feedback and have been thinking about this for quite sometime...I go to meetings and some people that are "new" are very intimidated by old timers that have 20 years clean time.....they are like " I am lucky that I have 7 days HERE".....was at a meeting the other night and a girl , it is her turn to talk and she says " I DO NOT want to start by counting how many days I am clean, it keeps me always wanting to use"....I started thinking...she is right....I know that I have 6 year etc...and however many days, I know my clean date...isn't that enough? It is for me? .......Peace........Kahlia
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Even PARANOID people have REAL enemies.........from a book I read somewhere in my 3rd yr rotation getting my master's degree....Kahlia
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