[deedee]

(((Patrick)))

I too think it may be part of the grieving process. I went thru a why me/no tolerance phase. There's one woman in our office in particular, who's somewhat of a drama queen and whines about everything ... her kids, hubs, life in general. I would think to myself, what do you have to complain about? Your kids are alive, your problems so trivial. I was afraid I was turning into a bitter old woman. Luckily, I didn't flip out on her and this phase has passed for the most part. There are still things that can trigger me ... especially the loss of someone else to this disease.

Give yourself time Patrick, and see where your emotions take you. This may just be a pit-stop on the road to acceptance.

love and prayers ~

deedee