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It will not always be this hard. I have 5 years from cocaine (along with other drugs, different sobriety dates). Coke was the most addictive one for me. It does get easier. It has with all of them. I will not say that I never have a thought enter my head about using, but when it does, it is so much easier now to see the lies for what they are ~ LIES. So much easier to look back & wonder why I thought what I was doing when I was high was so much fun. So much easier to look back at where I was then & the blessings I have received since quitting. So much easier to make the right choice & stay clean. I will tell you guys to hang in there b/c it is DEFINATELY worth it. You are worth it.