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lilmegg · 07-02-2003, 08:10 PM

Hello I'm Megg and I am Bi-Polar. I am a mess in every single way. I have drug addictions, sexual addictions, and an eating disorder. I am on 4 different meds at the time. Wellbutrin, Concerta, Prozac, and Abilify. Is anyone on these meds??? If so do they help??? I am on an emotional rollercoaster all the time. If I'm not up I'm down. If I'm not down I'm up!!! My mania is getting harder and harder to control. My depression keeps me spirling down into a dark hole all the time. It is not fair that we have to deal with this disease. It's a B****!!! I also cannot stop smoking pot. It's like I need it to survive. That is all I ever think about. I have just came off a two year cocaine addiction, it is so weird but I still can't stop smoking pot. If anyone has is advice it would be greatly appreciated. I'm going crazy.....

07-02-2003, 08:10 PM	#1 (permalink)
lilmegg Paused Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Newport, TN Posts: 1	Bi-Polar Screw up Hello I'm Megg and I am Bi-Polar. I am a mess in every single way. I have drug addictions, sexual addictions, and an eating disorder. I am on 4 different meds at the time. Wellbutrin, Concerta, Prozac, and Abilify. Is anyone on these meds??? If so do they help??? I am on an emotional rollercoaster all the time. If I'm not up I'm down. If I'm not down I'm up!!! My mania is getting harder and harder to control. My depression keeps me spirling down into a dark hole all the time. It is not fair that we have to deal with this disease. It's a B****!!! I also cannot stop smoking pot. It's like I need it to survive. That is all I ever think about. I have just came off a two year cocaine addiction, it is so weird but I still can't stop smoking pot. If anyone has is advice it would be greatly appreciated. I'm going crazy.....