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Old 07-07-2006, 06:53 PM   #6 (permalink)
nogard
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Originally Posted by luckyv2
Well I don't know about much here, but my relapsing and my awakening so to speak has been working. I feel like if it is something that makes you desire it then it might not be good for you. Today I was out looking for Chance's collar and I noticed a fan by the alley, well when I opened the trash can I saw what appeared to be two teen porns, OMG it was like I had to have them, and then when I opened them up and nothing was there, I felt kind of alone, lonely, mad, Hum I need to stay away from it I think
Hey Vic

Thats what I do if it afects me in the way you just described (more more more) or in any way I feel gets in the way of my sobriety then I stay away from it, just like I keep away from the old environment.

I figure its just my disease and my addiction coming up with new ways to talk to me.

Kevin
PS Hi Sharon, good to see you, even in the guys room
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