| Too Much Stress
Right when I think I can handle anything that comes my way, I realize I can't. There have been times I endured so much, but no matter..in the end this depression knocks me flat on my face. I am down for the count I think. My only 3D support believes there is nothing wrong with me that pulling myself up by the bootstraps will fix, I can't take it anymore. I know in my heart I am doing all I can, it's not enough anymore...it's killing me and I am scared, and I am dead tired of this. I am praying like there's no tomorrow...and that is what really scares me, tomorrow and the same pain, the same agony, the same failures. This is not depression talking, this is reality fair and square, somewhere I screwed up real bad, and now I am paying. If any of you are puting off getting help for depression, bipolar, PTSD, panic disorder...please get help, don't put it off, save yourself..you're worth it.
Hugz to all,
tammie
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