Well I don't know about much here, but my relapsing and my awakening so to speak has been working. I feel like if it is something that makes you desire it then it might not be good for you. Today I was out looking for Chance's collar and I noticed a fan by the alley, well when I opened the trash can I saw what appeared to be two teen porns, OMG it was like I had to have them, and then when I opened them up and nothing was there, I felt kind of alone, lonely, mad, Hum I need to stay away from it I think