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I think I'm all dried up from crying I just can't even get another tear out. I just feel numb. I was hoping that quitting alcohol would lead me to happiness that I haven't known in a while, but I seem to be just as sad. I didn't want to go on anti-depressants and I can't even begin to think about finding a doctor here. I have to see my friends and family in 3 days and I just don't feel ready.
I don't even think a doctor would give me the time of day since I don't have clinical depression (I shower, eat, take walks, etc) I just have massive mood swings in a day.
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