 bored, isolated, and wanting ot talk
hi everyone.
i think i posted here like a month or so ago. i just finished a relapse, picked up all my stuff, my vritters and moved to my mom's until i get into a treatment center. i have 16 days clean right now. anyway, it's midnight, i'm living in the middle of nowhere ( literally, the closest thing is 30 min dirve away, and i dont drive) i have met a few ppl in the closest town, at meetings, but don't want to call them at this time of night. last night i was so lonely that i resorted to calling my therapy team at 10pm just ot chat. they were ok with it though, as they are oncall 24/7 and haven't heard much from me since i moved two weeks ago. on the most part i am ok. but the loneliness is driving me up the wall, and sometimes my mom does too, as she is the only human contact i get other than 2 meetings a week.
i'm in the chat room, if anyone is on right now and wouldn't mind talking for a bit. i'm in openchat. if i don't respond try to PM me, i'm just reading posts and such.
thanks so so so so much, i hope there are some night owls out there like me right now.
lots of safehugs
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