| More random thoughts in my head
6 months ago today, I lost the only person who ever really loved me. I miss her, alot. More than I even know how to decribe. More than I can even think about because then it hurts to much. Sometimes all I want to do is sleep because in my dreams she is still with me. But then I wake up and I realize all over again that she is gone, forever. Life just really sucks and I find myself wondering what the whole point to it is. When Shirley first died, all I heard people say was "She is in a better place". Well if that place is so much better than here, why don't we all just go "there"?
6 months seems like a lifetime ago, and yet it feels like yesterday.
What does one do when there is no reason to go on, and you have no desire to fight anymore?
Yeah, same old crap.
__________________ Jessica  "You can have a perfectly normal life.....
if you accept the fact that your life will never be perfectly normal" You laugh because I am different...I laugh because you are all the same |