Hi, Erika;
And welcome to SR....
I'm wondering how you can say you are taking responsibility for your actions....
When you know you have a serious mental disorder...
And you are not taking medications to treat it?
We cannot "make" other people listen to us at all. We can explain, then, let it go. We are powerless over others, their beliefs, thoughts and actions.
We only have power over our own....
That includes the power to take medications or not to treat our illness.
Wishing you the best...
Shalom!