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Originally Posted by teke i am a recovering crack addict and abused codie(3yrs+), i feel like i am gonna snap. i 've internalizes my feeling since 7yrs old,52 now, beginning with my father's death. oldest of 6 kids, i had to be strong, 6 kids of my own that i raise basically on my own with gods help and 7 grands that need me. not suicidal or anything but a lot of times i feel like death would be a welcome sight. my hubby is active addict and have been for 20yrs. he's gone out of the house finally and good riddens. this is about me. i am so tired of being "strong", my heart hurts all the time, good bad or ugly, up of down doesn't make a difference and now my heart screams for peace.i do read the literature, everything i can get my hand on, i clean,i study and i just sweep. i can't afford drs, transportation, can't walk far due to neck injury, i try to do anything that i can to keep my mind off the pain. i wanted to get drunk but i have made it this far, thank god. would you please pray for me and my kids. |
Can you be more specific about you prayer need(s) Teke? What do you want God to do? The one thing I've learned about prayer is to be specific. Sounds like you need Jesus to renew your heart. To help you sort out the pains so that you can address each one directly, focused. Is that accurate? Like the peace of Christ to move on you?
Drop me a note if you like. For now I'll break away and ask that the peace of Christ come upon you. He *IS* the Prince of peace Teke, that's what he does best.
In Christ, Randy