[Nina Kay]

Emmer,
From reading your post about what all you've gotten off of in such a short time, I will tell you that you can be sure, that if you just hold on for a little while longer, that this will pass and you will begin to feel so so so much better. Your poor body is still having withdrawal and it will have to have time to adjust.

Please try to not let your mind trick you into believing that how you feel has anything to do with you personally or anything going on in your life, right now.
It's just simply not true. It is your body having to get all of that stuff completely out and rebalance all of the chemicals and hormones that need to be balanced in order for our minds and bodies to work properly.

Just keep coming back here as often as you need to and getting out how you feel, to us, so that it doesn't just stay in your mind and get all distorted. I'm sorry that you're having to go through this torment. I hope that it really gets straightened out as quickly as possible.
(((((((((((((((((((Understanding Hugs))))))))))))))))))))