[Nina Kay]

Live,
I just finished posting on your thread, too. It's nice to come here and see that you've been posting on mine at the same time. Thank you so much for being so understanding to me. I wish that you weren't dealing with this too, but since you are, it feels good to know that you can truly understand. I haven't been through all of the trauma that you've been through though. Mine is just chemical imbalances and yes, trauma to me. I also wish that I knew the trick to being well. There are so many other emotional problems that come on from everyone else knowing that I have emotional problems. It just snowballs and I used to be really defensive about it, but now I just don't seem to care. I don't know if I've grown into that attitude or if it's a defeatest attitude. It feels better than the alternative though. Part of it is that I'm just getting older and tireder and I just don't have the fight left in me that I used to have. I'm going to try to get off and go to bed now and maybe tomorrow will be a better day.