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After all the years of seeking professional help and being in and out of the hospital 4 times, I still was letting myself drink, use drugs, behave promiscuously, and basically be an all-around self-abuser, I said ENOUGH!
I became pregnant in Jan. and instantly changed. PLEASE
don't getme wrong, I am not saying that this is what I suggest as a cure for problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It just happened to be that this was my turning point and everyone has their own turning point...
I have been sober for 6 months now and my depression and overall crappy moods have really died down and I am on a lot less medication than I was before the sobriety and pregnancy.
So even now I don't have it perfect, but I am getting closer to my dream, and all I want is to acheive stability in a family environment and hold a stable job.
The rest can fall into place later....
I know I babbled a lot about my life, but if anyone needs any help and hasn't been dealing with their illness for long, I want to help
you.
Love Sidra
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