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tryingtolive · 05-12-2006, 03:45 PM

thanks morning glory. Yes I have had an MRI done and everything was normal. But I can tell you that this is not normal. LOL.

After some unprotected sex I got a fever and a sore throat and I was going crazy because I had convinced myself that the fever and sore throat were the ARS signs of HIV infection. A test showed that I had strep throat, but I continued to firmly believe that I had contracted HIV. I finally took a bunch of klonopin (the only way I would have been able to go get a test) and went to a clinic. Of course I tested negative. I often think I am going crazy or will snap and do something crazy. I just hope I don't have a personality disorder. I don't think I do but when I read about the symptoms I think they sound like me whether it is borderline personality, dependant personality, or avoidant personality....ect.

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tryingtolive Member Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: No. VA Posts: 167	thanks morning glory. Yes I have had an MRI done and everything was normal. But I can tell you that this is not normal. LOL. After some unprotected sex I got a fever and a sore throat and I was going crazy because I had convinced myself that the fever and sore throat were the ARS signs of HIV infection. A test showed that I had strep throat, but I continued to firmly believe that I had contracted HIV. I finally took a bunch of klonopin (the only way I would have been able to go get a test) and went to a clinic. Of course I tested negative. I often think I am going crazy or will snap and do something crazy. I just hope I don't have a personality disorder. I don't think I do but when I read about the symptoms I think they sound like me whether it is borderline personality, dependant personality, or avoidant personality....ect.