| ...Back and sober...but angry all the time!
Hi all...been awhile but here I am, back in the zone...well except for this seemingly sudden anger. For the past week I have felt so much rage. I got into a fight with my P... a serious angry argument...for no reason at all...
I feel as though I am falling apart...life isnt so unbearable right now. All has been going along very well indeed... but I am afraid now I am trying to pick fights just to have a reason to scream...I literally want to pull out my hair...I get these raging "flashes" and want to be completely absorbed by the space around me. It isnt constant- only occasionally...but man...when it happens....watch out! It is going on right now...fyi...feels like when my p gets home I will start a fight...what gives????????
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