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I'm really having problems..........I'm so depressed, I can't seem to accept life
I hate life. I'm tired of not being able to cope and messing up with drugs. I've been unemployed for 2 years. It's embarrasing, I feel so hopeless.I can't seem to sleep at night .I'm so sick and tired of it all.
I'm pissed that I was ever born.I just can't do this. Help