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And thanks for sharing mate.I will go to a meeting, if I have a guardian angel or something, she'll take me to the right place.I have a good friend who is in NA, hes really nice but...a bit of a 13th stepper.I wouldnt agree to a man sponsor, no way,just trouble.I really hope there will some nice women with clean time in, who maybe able to help I guess I may as well try it,I sure dont have another answer! Do you EVER get rid of that urge just to float? I just want to float, be numb. That feeling of being safe in the womb again.I saw this poster for Barnados charity the other day,it had an image ofa grown woman curled up inside a womb,like she could be born again into a safer world that wouldnt hurt so much.It really made me cry.anyhow shalom for nowxx