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hope4life--
i have the same motivation problems--i finally stopped shoulding myslef--society and media tend to make people think if they are not living their life a certain way--they are not doing good enough--imo,it is all bunk--the only thing i should do is not drink--isleep when i need to --be alone when i need to--eat--whatever--i stopped caring what people thoght i should do--as alkies or addicts we overwhelm ourselves trying to be like the others and imo i dont think we can be--at least i cant--not now--maybe never--i dont know--but i know some people have to work and that and they cant sleep whenever they want --i am fortunate to have a loving ,understanding hubbie--but there are maybe other ways to stop pushing yourself--like just do the basics--work--home--tv --sleep--pay bills--dont add on extras to conform unless that is what you want to do--this is just what ive done--i took all the pressure off me--most pressure on people is from themself and media or family --this all may not make sense--but i just relax and make small steps
take care
laura