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Hi Ranae, I'm Rose. I've been diagnosed with everything and have spent over 35,000 in counseling and meds for the last 20 or so years. I've taken every med there is. I believe mine is just a major depression. Sometimes too many therapist give too many different diagnosis. I was so confused at one time. It took one doctor though to tell me I couldn't have them all and function as well as I do. That made me feel better.
I do still take medication and I'm also an alcholic (having a very hard time with that)
I too often want to just give up. But I won't.
I believe that there is something that is making people like you and me hang on. I'm not sure what it is. But there is something that keeps us going. I keep hanging on to that. And I come on here. I get nervous and let my mind tell me that people hate me here and then I tell them I"m not coming back, but I do come back and they all treat me with great kindness.
Hope you have a good day. And I understand more than you know. I have know great words of wisdom and I'm lost too. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. Have a good day.
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