SloJen - Thank you so very much for your response here. I truly appreciate you sharing that with me. I read it to my bf last night, and I saw that he had a very emotional response to it. He is a very intelligent person, and he knows that he needs to be clean, but I think that the longer something like this goes on, the easier it is to "deal with it later". However, I try to remind him every day before I leave for work, that the moment will come when there is no more later, and that moment is irreversible. Anyway... again, I appreciate your post, and although you did not mention your doc, you did say that you have spent time in rehab. I hope that your recovery is going well, it is a hard road, but worth it.
IF