I am so mad at myself I could just
Another 2 packs and I could just kick myself so hard. Well we are out of money this week and I am going to do this at whatever cost to my sanity.
I am so sick of this thing taking over my control of what goes on with me geez this thing is vicious. Why did they ever invent the dang things any way?
Ok, so another new day and another new start, right
Does anybody have any words of wisdom for this little, well I will treat myself kinder than that and I won't say what I am thinking of myself right now.
I have just got to get past this thing, I will see you here later and be checking in a lot seeing how I am going to be going through

major cravings here!
Hugs,
Penelope