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Butterfly Kisses · 03-19-2006, 10:40 PM

When I was younger I think I had PTSD from some abuse of a family member. I also had a mysterious physical illness that could never be diagnosed so they thought I was crazy and sent me to phychiatrists and I would go out on outings with these people to 'talk about it'. I also started taking Zoloft around the 5th grade which makes me think I was obviously diagnosed with depression but who knows...

anyways last year I was talking to my counseler at school she told me to talk to my doctor about depression because she thinks I have it. I told my grandma about it and it's like she's against it... "Do you seriously want to go back and talk to those weird people about your problems... do you want to go through all that again? Do you?" I don't know what her problem was. She was also the one to take me off of Zoloft after 2 weeks claiming "it doesn't work". I don't know what she's scared of?

And the lazy thing... she pounds that into me like a hammer. Always telling me I'm a lazy slob that doesn't do anything, which now she is threatening to kick me out to go live with my mom. which really makes me feel like crap because she didn't want me in the first place now my grandma is 'giving me back' after 12 years. you k now how bad that makes me feel? like I'm just a simple posession like a pet? it sucks, really sucks. and no one around me cares to help me...

03-19-2006, 10:40 PM	#4 (permalink)
Butterfly Kisses Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Somwhere, USA Posts: 45	When I was younger I think I had PTSD from some abuse of a family member. I also had a mysterious physical illness that could never be diagnosed so they thought I was crazy and sent me to phychiatrists and I would go out on outings with these people to 'talk about it'. I also started taking Zoloft around the 5th grade which makes me think I was obviously diagnosed with depression but who knows... anyways last year I was talking to my counseler at school she told me to talk to my doctor about depression because she thinks I have it. I told my grandma about it and it's like she's against it... "Do you seriously want to go back and talk to those weird people about your problems... do you want to go through all that again? Do you?" I don't know what her problem was. She was also the one to take me off of Zoloft after 2 weeks claiming "it doesn't work". I don't know what she's scared of? And the lazy thing... she pounds that into me like a hammer. Always telling me I'm a lazy slob that doesn't do anything, which now she is threatening to kick me out to go live with my mom. which really makes me feel like crap because she didn't want me in the first place now my grandma is 'giving me back' after 12 years. you k now how bad that makes me feel? like I'm just a simple posession like a pet? it sucks, really sucks. and no one around me cares to help me... __________________ It's a new dawn,It's a new day, It's a new life,For me, And I'm feeling good! - Muse "Feeling Good"