Hello everybody,
Ok I know the road is going to be so so tough I am already chomping the heck out of my cinnamon star brites.
My hubbby tryinagin has quit drinking, I am already walking on eggshells here. I know he is going through a lot and his nerves are on edge, he is on his 4th day.
I am really trying to keep my cool here but it is really tough
The nicotine demon is really messing with my head right now. My hubby still smokes and
grrr it's going to be though
I had spine surgery back in 2004 and I had quit at that time. I lasted 56 days and crashed and burned, lit up once again. I knew I shouldn't do it but that demon talked me in to it once again!
Now, back to the spine surgery, my doctor told me that nicotine will attack the bones and they won't heal right if you have any nicotine in your body. Ok that should of been enough to stay off the stuff.
I really need some serious support here. I am still having problems with my neck, I have a bone growth stimulator and have finally committed myself to wearing it the 4 hours a day that I am suppose to be doing already. It's uncomfortable as heck but it is suppose to fuse my bones back together so that main root nerve will simmer down and quit bothering me.
I have attempted this so many times and my AH hubby keeps buying them for me telling me now is not a good time to do this. Just the other day I told him we don't have the money this week so don't worry about me just take care of your own. What do you think he did, yep you guessed it bought me 1 pack.
I finished those yesterday and today is a new day
I want to make this my quitting journal, so I will be spilling the beans on myself so to speak. I think right about now I could really use one, so, I am going to go get dressed and start cleaning something.