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Butterfly Kisses · 03-19-2006, 03:37 AM

I almost live in my bed. Some days I can sleep 16 hours. If I have to wake up any earlier then I naturally do (like to go to school) I cry. Because I know that I'm back to reality and am forced to do the same old thing everyday which seems SO hard for me to do!

I am extremely irritable. If some kind of accident happens I will yell and scream. I get stressed out easily and cry. I give up easily and I'm unmotivated. My life seems like it's always going to be the same, and it'll never be in my favor... I don't know what to do, or how this came about or what it is, all I know is I don't like it. Sometimes I wish my life would be over. Though I wouldn't have the heart to kill myself, and I'm scared sh*tless of dieing. Just sometimes it feel like it would be better, if I never woke up.

03-19-2006, 03:37 AM	#1 (permalink)
Butterfly Kisses Member Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Somwhere, USA Posts: 44	I am trapped! I almost live in my bed. Some days I can sleep 16 hours. If I have to wake up any earlier then I naturally do (like to go to school) I cry. Because I know that I'm back to reality and am forced to do the same old thing everyday which seems SO hard for me to do! I am extremely irritable. If some kind of accident happens I will yell and scream. I get stressed out easily and cry. I give up easily and I'm unmotivated. My life seems like it's always going to be the same, and it'll never be in my favor... I don't know what to do, or how this came about or what it is, all I know is I don't like it. Sometimes I wish my life would be over. Though I wouldn't have the heart to kill myself, and I'm scared shtless of dieing. Just sometimes it feel like it would be better, if I never woke up. __________________ It's a new dawn,It's a new day,* It's a new life,For me, And I'm feeling good! - Muse "Feeling Good"