Hey,, thanks to all of you truly wonderful people. I love you all so much!! I now I say that all the time here on SR, but I do. I do need you all so much.
I am more grateful for all of you, than you can possibly know.
So thank you for listening, and posting back to me.. I just do really need to get it out, often.
ya know, they say in our addictions, we tend to isolate, and when we get clean, and work a program, and do healthy things, and so on, we don't do that anymore. I knwo this is not the addiction board, but, I am saying that I think it does deal with my meantal health issues.. I haven't used pain killers since 4/6/05. I take my prescribed meds, and directed, and I still feel myself isolating often. I feel liek I can say this here, on the MH board, but I am afraid to say it anywhere else. I feel maybe you can understand. Do you isolate??
2stop, I see you say that you were isolating, right, I think that is what youa re saying. I feel like if I say it anywhere else, people will say I am doing somthing wrong.
But I think it has to do with my Bi-Polar, and my anxiety issues. I am sure of it. It seems that dor some, they get clean, work a program, or whatever, and their issues, (like this) go away.. It has been almost a year for me, and mine is not going away.
Like I said, I am just afaid to admit this to people, that I do isolate. I know this does hold me back a bit from being a mentally healthier person, but it seems like a circle, I isolate because of my issues, yet maybe my issues would get a little better if I didn't???
I do attend alot of different support groups. I do open up at my mental health groups. But I don't
as much at my recovery group..
I hoep you all understand what I am trying to way here, because I know I am babbling, LOL..
Anyway, I read everything you all write me, and I am grateful for your words of wisdom. Thanks much.
Prayers,
Becky