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Still not sober. Could kick myself but I think that I will drink or take some pills instead! LOL My husband is freaking and I am about to say to hell with him! I know I need to quit. I am about to take the last 15 klonopin I have and just be done with it! I am not happy sober and miserable unsober. I want to have an affair. I want to leave a good man. I dont want to commit suicide by any means!!! I just am mad and confused! My husband said we met in a bar and that is what he does! I just want to give him a big **** you. Any words of wisdom?
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