Hey all..
As many of you might know from my previous posts, I suffer from extreme anxiety.. I have since I was young. My mother did as well. It seems to have
followed in my family. I do feel bad, as my kids also show signs of it.
I guess I am writing this because I just really need to dump.. I have a ton of things going on in my life right now, and so much stress. I actually don't have alot of stuff going on, I just have alot of problems right now. I am probably at one of the toughest spots I have been in my life.
Of course most of my issues surround $$,, which is also normal. But it has gotten out of hand. If we don't find the $ by the end of March, begining of April, we will lose our house, get our Heat, and our electric all shut off
Plus I have income taxes to deal with. I am so stressed. I just need to get this out. I need to talk about it a bit. I don't really have anyone to talk to.
My husband ios as stressed as I am, and every night, when he comes home, we are so stressed out, we talk abotu it, and we either argue, or we are just stressed.
I have been so stressed, that I can feel my heart pounding right out of my chest lately,. I mean it. My heart rate has been really high, constantly, yet I am dead tired, yet I can't sleep. Or I drop over to sleep at a very inconvienent time.
Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful for my life, my sobriety, alot. My family, God.. But, I just don't know how much more of this I can take.
Thanks so much for listening. Love ya all.
Please keep us in your prayers,
Thanks,
Love ya,
Becky