Hey, Bozo,
I wanna thank you for your good thoughts.
But, ya know, right now, there isn't much going on that's good.
And you're right; I am tired of it.
That's why I don't really care to go on. And I'm not trying to be melodramatic. I'm not planning anything stupid. I do wish it were over though.
I know what you mean about trying to do our best. I was once nominated for best teacher of the year. I never filled out the forms to go through the competition, though. I didn't and still don't believe in that stuff. Maybe I'm wrong...
I was babysitting my nephew yesterday. My brother is a high school science teacher who was taking his team to the Ocean Bowl Competition. They've won 8 years in a row! His team has gone onto the nationals 5 times and won. He's been honored by his college. I'm very proud of him.
Maybe I should have filled out those papers.
I do care, is my point. I just didn't care about it for myself. And now, I wonder, if I was wrong there. I spoke on another thread before about wondering what my life has been about. My family is non existent. Trevor's in prison again; Bill juist had a heart attack and doen't care anymore. His sister died recently.
Did I neglect what was important for my own well being? Honestly, at the time, I didn't think any of that was important...Who knows...
Funny you should use the word bizarre. That's the word my union rep used....And you're both right...
Anyway, thanks...I'm just rambling now...
Thanks, CW...
Shalom!