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Wow, you could have been writing about me. I got mine from my neighbor as well @ 12.00 a pop. I would get them and take them as fast as I could, I swore they made my life bearable. I spent ALOT of money as well.
I finally figured out that I had some deep issues that went away when I used pills. But it gets out of hand..ALWAYS. You build a tolerance and you need more and more just to feel normal. Once you discover your issue(s) you can deal with it via therapy. Take my word for it, the pills will bring you to hell.
You can quit and go through withdrawals or wean off. You may want to find a doctor that you like and explain what is going on. Either way you need to quit. Do it for YOU. If you take care of yourself everything else will come together.
Don't give that EVIL neighbor any more of your money.
Best,
Golf
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