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Originally Posted by equus The impact of alcohol addiction made me learn, rusty cogs got dusted off and cranked into action!!
Something that hurt poked me into action and part way through the trip the rewards became internal, I felt it change. |
I know exactly what you mean Equus! If this "problem" had not happened, who knows how many years I would have continued just *existing* on this earth. I have learned the difference between that and *living* and, strange as it may seem, I am glad that all this has happened to me. My eyes are now wide open and I am determined to make the best of this one life, this one chance. I am no longer trying to make things the way I want them, but rather taking whatever comes and making the most of it! I see each day as a wonderful gift, and even when it brings pain, I know that it is only an opportunity to learn more. Some days I have to really remind myself of this. Thank you for reminding me today.
L