Hi all, I know I haven't posted in a while. I have been still just so tired after working all day, and I have been tied up doing things for my mom. All my energy feels like it is still drained out of me. I felt like I was pushing myself through my day today. Tomorrow I will be up before the sun again and off to a drivers workshop to get the necessary inservice credits needed each year for my special certificate to drive school bus. It is usally a very fun workshop anyway....and there are lots of drivers, from our yard, going.
After I get out of there, I am going to have to drive our to Yucca Valley, which is near Palm Springs, to get my granddaughter back. Her father took her for his weekend visitation and has refused to bring her back. My daughter doesn't have a car and can't drive, so I am takinr her out there to get her daughter back. Sunday I hope to have a day of rest, but there are still lots of projects around here that need attention.
My eating....well, not to good. It's been kind of a free for all. I tell ya, I just don't know what is that matter with me sometimes. I know that I can't do this sort of thing, but I just let things go and just don't want to deal with it. But then I get angry at me when I look in the mirror and know that I have not been doing what I should. I haven't gotten back to the gym yet and I need to.
I guess you could say that I am just struggling right now to stay afloat and make it through each day without totally going off the edge. Sounds too dramatic....lol....well, I am an emotional personality. Well, I am a work in progress.
I hope all of you have a great weekend. I don't know how much I will be around, but I hope to check in and see how everyone is doing. I am going to try to get the Meditations out, but they might be late. Just keep checking for them. Hugs to all