I had to share this little snippet with you all. As many of you know I have been suffering with depression and still reeling at the aftermath of a very bad experience at work (I am still signed off!)
Well today my University called me to ask if they could have a copy of my last assignment (handed in last Monday) My first reaction was Oh Gawd it was crap!....
But they want to use it to go on the web site!! i said
Are you being serious?
The admin lady (lovely Sarah) said "yes of course im serious!" and I said "did you get the right person?" and she laughed and said "Im gonna give you a slap in a minute!!" tee hee
so I have just sent it off!! via e-mail
I am so knocked out I have actually done it and got a 'good mark' as Sarah said, but couldnt give me a grade as it had to go to moderators.
I just wanted to share that with you guys because I feel like its just such a surprise and the first thing i said was thankyou god!!!!
It makes me feel sort of like I
can do it!
Sort of well
good if you like
I am just so surprised and it has just knocked me out!
Crazy Crazy person I am with such low self esteem....I still cannot believe it..
I know its just a small thing but it really means a lot to me....
I am really enjoying being here with you guys, another avenue to explore and so many wise and wonderful people I am so gratefull.
Keep posting and keep smiling
AND laughing (god I havnt laughed so much in ages as i did last night on the 'once upon a time post' with lthe story hatching and the timing in the posts adding another laughable dimension!)
Thankyou all for being there my special Cyber buddies
Love
Purrddyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx