(((((Becky))))))
Oh Dear Becky. I have anxiety. Bad at times. Yes, I have felt so bad I have shaken and shivered and yes, I have been so nauseated that I have thrown up.
It feels as if it will never pass. But, it does. IT DOES PASS.
See your therapist and your Dr, and as a suggestion, you may need more therapy or even something to calm you and help you through this time with your husband being so ill.
Sometimes it gets to where we can't see a light at the end, but it's there, believe me it's there. Your prayers are not going unnoticed Becky. And...what's the worst that can happen? That you go to a mental hospital?
I used to fear that, too. Now, if I needed it, I would definitely go for my own well being.
It does not have the stigma it used to. People are much more understanding and accepting of anxiety problems, in fact, most people can relate, believe it or not.
Even my own therapist has anxiety...after all, he is human.
(And it makes me feel better that I can relate to him) Patient/therapist association.
Becky it will be better, really. Give yourself a break and allow yourself the feelings you are having and try not to squelch them. Let them out.
Candles are lit for you tonight, and prayers are being said now for you, dear heart.
You will get through this...You will, you will
Big big warm hugs for you,
Wolfstarr