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angelgirl · 02-05-2006, 06:42 PM

Thanks

I am SO afraid of doctors, and defiantely afraid of psych wards,..

I am on Topamax, and Lorazepam, and I am on Suboxone. Sub for my drug addiction.

I am seeing a doctor for my problems. They are just having a terrible time with meds for me. Nothing as worked. I haven't been able to take anything. The side effects have been just way to bad, so I stop. The last one I was on and just recently stopped last week, was lamictal. That was doing nothing and causing me problems. So far the only thing I have been able to stick with is the 3 I am on.. I am so fed up.. Every muscle in my body is constantly in knots.

I just feel very sick to my stomach.. I am just so tired of it.. I am so afraid of being afraid.

I feel like I am just going down hill.....

Thanks so much for being so understanding and caring

and for listening to me when I really need someone to talk to..

Love,
Becky

02-05-2006, 06:42 PM	#4 (permalink)
angelgirl You're never alone!! Join Date: May 2003 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 2,190	Thanks I am SO afraid of doctors, and defiantely afraid of psych wards,.. I am on Topamax, and Lorazepam, and I am on Suboxone. Sub for my drug addiction. I am seeing a doctor for my problems. They are just having a terrible time with meds for me. Nothing as worked. I haven't been able to take anything. The side effects have been just way to bad, so I stop. The last one I was on and just recently stopped last week, was lamictal. That was doing nothing and causing me problems. So far the only thing I have been able to stick with is the 3 I am on.. I am so fed up.. Every muscle in my body is constantly in knots. I just feel very sick to my stomach.. I am just so tired of it.. I am so afraid of being afraid. I feel like I am just going down hill..... Thanks so much for being so understanding and caring and for listening to me when I really need someone to talk to.. Love, Becky __________________ ™ Don't tell God how BIG your addiction is, tell your addiction, how BIG our GOD is!! Jesus is our teacher and he is our Savior, who takes our prayers and makes them his own. :praying