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Thanks Winelover. I got a feeling we are very very similar. And I'm glad your are talking to me. Sometimes I worry that no one wants to talk to me.
I wish if I was going to have this addiction, I would at least be out partying or, screwing around or doing something.
Instead I sit at home and drink so I don't thinkg.
They told me I have depression, even been told bipolar,OCD, and eating disorder (haven't stop eating since Tuesday, but sometimes throw it up on purposes)
I just can't imagine me functioning with all of these things. I figure I'll just take care of one at a time. All my doctors seem to think drinking is my number 1 choice.
I did attempt suicide a couple of times, but that was usually when I had the abusive men in my life. I don't date anymore. Too much trouble.
Well I probably told too much.
Thanks for listening and you can PM anytime.
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